"Does this thing work? 1, 2, 3...."
*taps**microphone squeaks*
"Uh---yeah, it does. Hello!"
*taps**microphone squeaks*
"Uh---yeah, it does. Hello!"
Seems I'm here writing about myself and my life and if you are wondering why, well....so am I.
I sure don't have a special life and I sure don't have amazing experiences to share with the rest of the world, I don't possess any extraordinary skill and I'm not a math genius.
So why am I doing this? (Yes, I'm asking this to myself).
I sure don't have a special life and I sure don't have amazing experiences to share with the rest of the world, I don't possess any extraordinary skill and I'm not a math genius.
So why am I doing this? (Yes, I'm asking this to myself).
I wanted a place where I could write my thoughts, "thinking" them out loud will help me to understand better myself and by doing so on a public blog, I'll also get - hopefully - replies from other people all around the world. Another point of view could pull out a solution where I normally would have seen just a problem.
In this point of my life, I thought I should be on a different "page" but I'm finding myself pretty much stuck in a situation where it's too late or too early, for anything.
I'm probably seeing the whole picture from the wrong POV, but when I was on my early 20s, I thought that I would get a nice job, a family with growing kids and probably I was about to choose a bigger flat (or even a house!) and all that before reaching 35.
Well now I'm 29 and I'm not even close to any of those points I listed in my mind 9 years ago. I wonder, if this list was really made by me and for me or by what society tells us is right. Maybe I was simply following what I saw happening to the people around me and accordingly I thought that was the right path to follow.
I guess we all are struggling with something in our lives, wouldn't be boring having a plain happy problem-less life? No challenge, no party baby.
I'm probably seeing the whole picture from the wrong POV, but when I was on my early 20s, I thought that I would get a nice job, a family with growing kids and probably I was about to choose a bigger flat (or even a house!) and all that before reaching 35.
Well now I'm 29 and I'm not even close to any of those points I listed in my mind 9 years ago. I wonder, if this list was really made by me and for me or by what society tells us is right. Maybe I was simply following what I saw happening to the people around me and accordingly I thought that was the right path to follow.
I guess we all are struggling with something in our lives, wouldn't be boring having a plain happy problem-less life? No challenge, no party baby.
I can say that lately, the 3 things I'm mostly struggling on are:
- Weight
- Mood
- Social life
But, hey! I'm not going to spoil all the details about me, you'll learn to know me post by post and I really hope to get to know you too.
What is your struggle?
I think life is really similar to a kite. You can drag it around, it follows you in a beautiful light way, it's fun and exiting. But sometimes, the wind flows on another direction, it will pull you back, left, right. Sometimes it might drop down and then quickly shoot up in the sky and all you can do is either try to drag it where you want or follow its course.
Either way, try to make the best out of it, regardless your decision.
Either way, try to make the best out of it, regardless your decision.
